tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61258625822325626282024-03-05T23:13:39.122+08:00Another Stuck in a Moment...but slowly breaking free.toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.comBlogger81125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-114781324942698802012-01-14T16:13:00.002+08:002012-01-14T16:18:31.284+08:00One monthIt's been a month since I started working at the motel and in the restaurant. So far, so good, right? Also, in one month, I have lost some weight. Housekeeping is serious business, you've got to move, man, and get physical. LOL.<br />
I'm happy with how things are going for me. By the way, I have found a very good friend in New Zealand, finally. Sorry to disappoint you though, he isn't Filipino.<br />
Apart from being busy, sad to say, I have neglected my own private space. I wasn't able to clean my room for 3 weeks but thankfully, today, I had the time to do some cleaning and my room is back to normal again. :)<br />
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P.S. I have cut my hair short.... Fudge. Pics below aren't exactly the hairstyle but I tried so hard to tie my hair (barely though).<br />
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Anyway, a Merry Christmas to us all. I damn wish I'm celebrating it back home but thanks to my friends in Hastings, I'm sure Christmas won't be bad at all.<br />
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This one is different though, rooms have to be spotless. It is hard work but I need to earn and save money to help me get by.<br />
Besides the housekeeping job, I also have two other part-time jobs. Saturdays (whole day) and Sundays (morning and afternoon) are my only rest days. I do not consider them as rest days though because I still need to do other stuff such as washing and ironing my clothes, keeping my room tidy, cooking, etc.<br />
I wouldn't normally do these things back in the Philippines but I'm in a different country and I need to do these to survive. I miss home so much but at the same time enjoying the independence and new experiences.<br />
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P.S. I can't believe how fast December is coming to an end.<br />
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The past weeks were full of ups and downs, rejections, disappointments, and a few upsetting remarks from people I have grown to love. I can't imagine how in an instant, people can change their attitude towards you for a single mistake that you didn't even know about, but they think you have done something. It is just sad that them, of all people, the ones you expect to understand you, are the ones who will destroy you in the end. Damage has been done but I will not let it get the best of me. I'll show the world who is the better person. But come to think of it, I don't have to prove anything to anyone. I cannot control people's minds so might as well let them think what they want to think.<br />
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I will not disappoint the people who are helping me.<br />
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Went with Claire, my landlady, to the RSA for Tuesday's Rock n Roll night. It is quite fun. I enjoyed the line dancing and definitely will come back next Tuesday.<br />
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Tomorrow, I'm starting work somewhere in Westshore. Yet another reason to be happy.<br />
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<li>Stay away from negative people</li>
<li>Always put yourself in the shoes of others.</li>
<li>Hold my tongue if I do not have anything nice to say.</li>
<li>Don't give others the authority to put you down.</li>
<li>Always smile. </li>
<li>There's always a rainbow after the rain.</li>
<li>You do not have to explain yourself to others.</li>
<li>If they hate you, let them hate. It ain't your problem.</li>
<li>Everything is between you and your God and no one else. </li>
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I do not drink beer so they bought me red wine. I must admit, I don't really drink wine but I had no choice, there weren't any other liquor stores open, and I didn't want to insist on having GnT and/or vodka. Supermarkets only sell beer and wine, the hard stuff they sell at the liquor store. </div>
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To make a long story short, I finished the bottle of wine, I drank a few bottles of beer, and was totally legless. It was a fun night. </div>
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I miss home! I miss everything about it! Good thing I have found friends. It is pretty hard to find real friends here especially Filipino friends because most just gossip and are good at putting you down. I sometimes prefer to just hangout with non-Filipinos. There are a few you can trust though, like the ones I hangout with. :)<br />
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P.S. I know how to drive a car now! :)<br />
P.P.S. Played pool with Cherry before the check-up.<br />
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I will do so after this school term is finished. Two more exams to go, yey!<br />
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Short update:<br />
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<li>I'm still in NZ, still in Hawke's Bay and switching to and from Napier and Hastings, and sometimes in Taradale, too</li>
<li>Been studying for the past four months at the Eastern Institute of Technology doing Business. I will be shifting to IT next term</li>
<li>Internet in New Zealand sucks</li>
<li>I hate to admit it but I'm missing home badly</li>
<li>I have a new <a href="https://www.facebook.com/tosca.acorda">facebook account</a></li>
<li>Met a lot of new friends</li>
<li>Currently enjoying life</li>
<li>Loving the playground (swing in particular)</li>
<li>I now know how to ride a bike :)</li>
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Haven't been on in a while but life is treating me well. I've been living life the way it should be lived (IMO), taking risks and living without any regrets. If I had remained under "your roof," I would have been still stuck in a moment where I am restricted with "your stupid rules." But I definitely agree with one thing, "you" were right about not hanging out with other Filipinos and I would not elaborate more on that but thank "you" for the warning. It's not too late for "you" to enjoy life but thank "you" just the same because "you" have been good to me and I know "you" have cared for me too, but not as much because just like that, "you" left me in the air. But look at me now and look at "you" now... </div>
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I wish "you" all the best, all the happiness because "you" will need that. I know "you" are not happy and "you" feel guilty but be happy and don't feel guilty because, really, I'm good. I owe a lot to "you" so you do not have to rub that one in. Everything is sincere on my part, I do not know about "you." </div>
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P.S. I do not forget kindness and generosity towards me. When I get to the top (hopefully soon), I will remember all "your" kindness.. </div>
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<img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0Hastings, New Zealand-39.6395783 176.8392322-39.688489299999993 176.76026819999998 -39.5906673 176.9181962tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-80389355646849924452011-03-30T11:32:00.003+08:002011-03-30T11:40:57.094+08:009 months - Well, almost!Too personal to even post about. :)<br /><br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-46502529279546034522010-03-07T22:05:00.002+08:002011-11-20T05:58:19.112+08:00Reaching for you"I can't believe the way<br />
Your love has got a hold on me<br />
Each morning I wake to find You near<br />
You lift me above my fears<br />
And set my feet on solid ground<br />
All of my days belong to You<br />
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And I breathe in Your breath of life that fills my heart<br />
You are my all consuming fire<br />
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I stand here before You<br />
In wide opened wonder<br />
Amazed at the glory of You<br />
The power of heaven<br />
Revealing Your purpose in me<br />
As I'm reaching for You"<br />
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Such a lovely song.<br />
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<img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-67312420397123609442010-02-24T18:44:00.007+08:002010-03-07T22:03:54.960+08:00SneezeI didn't go to work today so I might as well write something here.<br /><br />What's new? I'm sick again. Maybe I should consider getting a flu shot and think of ways to strengthen my weak immune system. Sigh. I really hate this. I hate the cough, the constant sneezing and sniffing and blowing of nose.<br /><br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-55357766058280646862010-01-01T14:15:00.003+08:002010-01-01T14:15:44.276+08:00Ha!Is there something wrong with Blogger? I can't seem to change my blogger template. <br /><br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-48051574325518844892009-12-24T20:24:00.005+08:002009-12-24T20:44:35.793+08:00Merry Christmas!Just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas for later and a Happy New Year for next week. <br /><br />2009 topped off my 2008 but still I'm thankful for both years. I'm really excited for 2010,more blessings to come for all of us. <br /><br />As I have posted in my twitter, this New Year, these are the things I am hoping to do More: <br /><br />BLOG MORE... EAT LESS...LOSE POUNDS...PRAY MORE...LIVE LIFE MORE...AND STAY AWAY FROM NEGATIVE PEOPLE...BE POSITIVE!<br /><br />Oh, I got my Hillsong DVDs this afternoon. I plan to complete my collection, and I plan to attend the 2010 Hillsong Conference (fingers crossed).<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigd_CFHJwRASU_yTkOzYiH5ALS0p2XE6ciKuhr2h62T2RloCC6fnWiqbrlVx66pYKQLoGidGBhyphenhyphenErwO7im23ukOBhsaecf2nnymWq4UelN4anDSpqn2TcGN3Nbbl8pAko5VuU-qXVW9qoy/s1600-h/original__+(1)"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigd_CFHJwRASU_yTkOzYiH5ALS0p2XE6ciKuhr2h62T2RloCC6fnWiqbrlVx66pYKQLoGidGBhyphenhyphenErwO7im23ukOBhsaecf2nnymWq4UelN4anDSpqn2TcGN3Nbbl8pAko5VuU-qXVW9qoy/s320/original__+(1)" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418779926796295826" /></a><br /><br />Far left is a movie called, Fireproof.<br /><br /><br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-34597325332690083122009-12-04T17:04:00.002+08:002009-12-21T11:17:07.216+08:00HeyHey guys... It'll be a busy and tough month for me. A lot of occasion and gatherings to attend to this merry month that i feel like time isn't enough. ;) <br /><br />I hope you will enjoy your december as much as i know i'd enjoy it. Spend more time with the people you love and stay away from negative energies such as people you hate. You don't have to be friends with your enemies just because it's christmas. ;) haha forgive me... It's just me talking non-sense here. <br /><br /><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-83038698396571258012009-11-30T13:46:00.004+08:002009-12-21T11:16:55.616+08:00DiariesAfter watching Vampire Diaries, I decided I should start a diary again. It's been years since my last diary. <br /><br />I want memories preserved through writing, pictures and other things that'll make me remember. <br /><br />I don't want to forget...I want to remember...<br /><br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-34070336118635124902009-11-12T16:24:00.003+08:002009-12-21T11:16:44.730+08:00twit twitOkay,<br /><br />I'm still here. I was just raving over twitter. I have plurk too but I don't go there as much as twitter. <br /><br />Mum's back from her trip and it's so nice having her back again. Not much pasalubong because everything is in the balikbayan box. Tsk tsk...<br /><br />Follow me on twitter... bye!<br /><br /> <br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-4619203414833042442009-10-20T13:45:00.001+08:002009-10-20T13:45:36.469+08:00TestOkay so this is just a test post. Lol. <3<br /><br /><br /><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-88664899928108887382009-10-18T11:25:00.005+08:002009-12-21T11:16:24.066+08:00GarrrHappy Sunday!<br /><br />I got my Skycable Digibox last night and I am enjoying the 6 new channels, especially Basketball TV.<br /><br />***<br /><br />Highlights of the week:<br />1.) New phone. (Still with my cousin. Thanks cuz for keeping it safe)<br /><br />2.) FLAT TIRE!<br /><br />3.) Asthma<br /><br />Om!<br /><br />***<br /><br />I'm looking forward to chatting with Mum later. Oh, I am so bored. I hope I can get my phone later tonight! Universe, Come on! Work with me! :) <br /><br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-37519205650953772182009-10-13T19:06:00.003+08:002009-12-21T11:16:07.763+08:00Day 3Quick fly-by..<br /><br />Duh! This sucks. NOT.<br />I feel tired though.<br /><br /><br /><br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-30528062509441630612009-10-12T19:44:00.005+08:002009-12-21T11:15:49.790+08:00Day 2I feel bored. <br />I didn't go out today. I stayed pretty much inside the house except when i had to feed Ampy, the cat, take out the washing, and water the plants. Thank God for internet. <br />I can't wait to get my new toy this coming Friday :) <br /><br /><br />Just a thought: If you are worthy of kindness, then you will attract kindness. <br /><br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-7452142686923650972009-10-05T01:43:00.004+08:002009-12-21T11:15:35.293+08:00Fan Girl<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGTSLETOCtjeLYdDd_xQYmFGoqf2R7IXEaq826SSzSxsBsmBnLTS3IH0tUVltbuSypZhFnRboAMaYDh93LQbE-D6NHNIMNumbEAr1xg9ALr-51sXbjpxwziZWY_sct4yEWUDJAunTu4WMb/s1600-h/DSC02559.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGTSLETOCtjeLYdDd_xQYmFGoqf2R7IXEaq826SSzSxsBsmBnLTS3IH0tUVltbuSypZhFnRboAMaYDh93LQbE-D6NHNIMNumbEAr1xg9ALr-51sXbjpxwziZWY_sct4yEWUDJAunTu4WMb/s320/DSC02559.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5388802976770767282" /></a><br />I am a big fan of the Beatles but I realized that I love John the most. Sigh. Wish I could have seen him then. Oh well...<br /><br /><br /><br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-25060964069160601132009-10-05T00:17:00.003+08:002009-12-21T11:15:19.924+08:00Um, helloI'm kinda back. :) <br /><br />I've been busy, busy as hell. Mum's gonna be back in a month and I can't wait for her to do so, I really miss her and I'm also excited with her pasalabong :D<br /><br />I just got promoted, more work but I am up for the challenge. Actually, it came as a surprise. I was not really expecting anything and bam, that was it. So far so good, I'm glad I did not change teams, been praying for it really hard.<br /><br />*** <br /><br />I'm home alone today because my other cousin who my mum asked to stay with me for 3 months is out to see her brother which is fine. Alone = senti mode. Sigh thank God for Yahoo! Music, wi-fi, lappy and itouch.<br /><br />I hope you guys are safe.<br /><br />Bye, just did a quick fly-by<br /><img border="0" src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125862582232562628.post-5246036990641622592009-07-14T07:47:00.004+08:002009-12-21T11:14:58.986+08:00Monday the 13th :)12MN<br />Sneezing and coughing non-stop while playing Rock Band unplugged ;D<br /><br />I spent the rest of my Monday like that. <br />Evening - I watched the PBA on television and yes, I'll stick with my prediction: 4-2 for Barangay Ginebra Kings. :D<br /><img src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a218/sydelletosca/toscaxix.png" border="0" />toscaxixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04308765820579110639noreply@blogger.com0